BTT: Book Gluttony!

2009 at 8am     Posted by Rebecca Joines Schinsky

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Mariel suggested this week’s question:  Book Gluttony! Are your eyes bigger than your book belly? Do you have a habit of buying up books far quicker than you could possibly read them? Have you had to curb your book buying habits until you can catch up with yourself? Or are you a controlled buyer, only purchasing books when you have run out of things to read?

Hah! I feel like the first three sentences of this question should be from one of those “if you answer ‘yes’ to two or more of these questions, you may have a problem” surveys.

Are my eyes bigger than my book belly? Yes, yes, a thousand times yes! One look at the piles of unread books all over my house are more than enough evidence of that. And don’t even get me started on the TBR file I now keep on my desktop. There are books on there that I’d really like to read sooner rather than later, but I feel guilty buying them with all those other unread (already paid for) books at home. That doesn’t always stop me, but still. And yes, I know the library is a good alternative, but I just can’t bring myself to do it. I like to write in books and make them my own. Thank goodness for ARCs, or I’d be completely broke.

Do I have a habit of buying up books far quicker than I could possibly read them? Well, I think that’s obvious. My goal for the year is to read and review 100 books, and I could probably complete that goal without buying a single volume more. For a while there, I had the habit of requesting ARCs and accepting review copies faster than I could read, but I’ve worked to curb that so I’m only requesting and accepting books I am genuinely interested in. The rush of free books can be very heady, but when you end up with a pile of free books you don’t really want to read, well, that’s no good for anyone.

Have I had to curb my book buying habits until I can catch up with myself? Yes and no. I’ve had to curb my book buying habits because I just can’t justify spending money immediately on something I won’t use for several months, especially when there are other things I could use that money for right now. Hubby is a financial advisor, after all, so I try to be mindful about my spending habits and not make purchases just because I can.  At this point, though, I’ve accepted that I’ll probably never be caught up on my TBRs. Curbing the book buying helps toward that goal, but it’s one I’m never going to reach.

So I think it goes without saying that I’m definitely not a “controlled buyer, only purchasing books when you have run out of things to read.”  I actually find that just the thought of being down to my last book, or of looking at the TBR pile and only seeing a few there, makes me really nervous. This is a relatively new problem for me. In college and grad school, I read about a book a week, so once a month, I’d head to my local bookstore and buy four or five books. Lather, rinse, repeat, month after month. And I was totally fine with reading the last book then going to the store when I didn’t have any books left.

Now I feel like the rich lady who keeps a million dollars in cash stashed under her bed because she’s secretly terrified of becoming poor again someday. I have an embarrassment of riches where books are concerned, and I know I’m not going to run out or lose access to them, but I need the comfort of my stash. Am I crazy, or do some of you feel that way, too? Is that why so many of us have ridiculously large TBR piles?

Tell me the truth: are you a book glutton?

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